A new job

This morning I’m beginning a new job. It took 18 meetings at 12 different companies in 3 intensive weeks to get there. Towards the end of it, I felt quite exhausted. I didn’t feel like starting a new process with a company when I’m in serious negotiations with 3 others.

The finals includes 3 companies who offered me a job, almost at the same time. 2 proposed on Tuesday afternoon, and one on Wednesday at noon. I got the third offer only after putting some pressure on them. They didn’t have the results of my personality tests till Wednesday noon. By that time I was already supposed to give an answer to one of the other companies.

The three offers were quite similar moneywise. The differences were elsewhere: In the size of the companies, the spirit and the geography. I finally chose the one that was closest to my house. Well, that wasn’t the sole consideration. It also seemed the most fun place to work in, and the technology varies. I turned down an offer to work in a more senior position. I turned it down since I prefer a smaller company (which is supposedly more fun). I’m also not really looking for a career. I don’t see myself as a manager.

When I gave a negative answer, both companies that I turned down tried to convince me to change my mind. I tried to convince them that they weer both good companies and that their offers were good. I told them that I would have chosen them if they were the only offers around. I wouldn’t have continued searching. I said that because I really think so. And, I might meet them in the future, so its better to be remembered in a positive way.

Well, on Thursday afternoon, after signing the contract, I took myself to the sea, to enjoy the last days of summer and of my long vacation, 4 months. Anyway, I hope that I made the right choice. During the time that I was considering all the offers, I was thinking quite intensively and consulting lots of people. This intensity also got into my dreams, for two nights! Damn. I can never tell if I made the right choice, but I can always think it over about “what would happen if…”, but its endless and useless.

What will happen to this blog? Now that my free time will be reduced from 100% to somewhere less than 50%, I will have much less time for this rambling. I believe that I’ll continue writing. I already got used to it, and I enjoy it, even if it’s mostly writing to myself. I still owe a post about a post war visit to the north and some more stuff…

I’ll also try to write about the first days of work…

Beer Sheva – Looking back with no nostalgia

A desert sunset caught from my parents' balconyI grew up in Beer Sheva, the capital of the Negev desert,  a large and quite unpopulated desert. Since my migration to Tel Aviv, I rarely visit. Many of my friends have also left the city and now live in Tel Aviv or it’s suburbs.

The city, with a population of nearly 200,000 has always been dry. Most of the stronger population lives in the community satellite towns of Omer, Lehavim and Meitar. These include university professors and workers of the various chemical plants that surround the city. Beer Sheva got only a few of these more educated people. This includes my parents.

Despite the rapid growth of the Ben Gurion university in the past decade, not many stay in the city. Half of the students don’t come from the south, and most of them return after graduating. Many locals, like myself, say goodbye.

Avishay Braverman, the president of the university until the last elections, raised lots of funds for new buildings and new faculties. In his time, the university built up a reputation of an excellent place to study at, especially socially. He also had a vision of creating more jobs in the city and the area, but that didn’t really work out. Currently he is with the labor party, one of the promising shining stars of the party in the last elections. He hasn’t proved himself yet, though…

Anyway, since I had a birthday and my parents invited me, I was obligated to pay a visit. Just a 100 kms on an excellent empty road and I’m in Beer Sheva. I used the opportunity to visit some old friends down there. My friends that still live there are true patriots of the city. As long as they have a job, they don’t feel any need to move to the center of the country. They prefer not having traffic jams and like the good desert air at night. They still aren’t frustrated from the lower salaries and from the serious lack of bars, cafes, restaurants and more cultural leisure options. They barely leave the city, not even to visit me….

Well, not much has changed. The bright sun still blinds my eyes and the depressed town is still “dry”. A new Irish pub didn’t convince me that a serious change in the atmosphere has arrived. The students still leave town after graduation, so that the new blood goes elsewhere. The city is just a big provincial town. Except being felt, it is also seen in the calm housing market. Apartments for sale or rent are always available and at rock bottom prices.

So, I don’t look back in anger, and not with nostalgia.

Its my birthday

Today I celebrate 29 years.

For many months, when I’m asked of my age, I already say 29, so I’m used to it. Usually I celebrate with some friends. I used to invite people to my house, or go out to a pub. Sometimes only with close friends, sometimes with almost everybody I know. This year I decided to give it up. I don’t feel like making all the phone calls, explaining how to get there, and apologizing for the lack of parking spaces. I also don’t feel being obligated to mingling with all my guests. I prefer being a guest. I think that I’ll save my energy for the next birthday, the big 30.

Well, a birthday is also a time to think over. Well, everything is ok, isn’t it? I live a comfortable life. I live in a city that I like very much, and I live in a good standard of living. I have girlfriend that I love, and she isn’t too demanding. In the past months I’ve enjoyed freedom from the burden of work: Traveling around and then resting here in Tel Aviv has been excellent for me. In the past weeks, when I did start job searching, I found that it was very easy, lots of possibilities, and that the salaries are excellent. So, everything is ok.

Well, I still feel that there’s something missing. The movie Lost In Translation still doesn’t leave my head. In the movie, the main characters both have everything: solid families, no financial worries, and a wonderful time in Tokyo. Still, they lack something. They are both bored with what they have, and are seeking some kind of new excitement. This movie seriously affected me. I can very strongly relate to the characters.

John Lennon said:

Life is what happens to you while you’re busy making other plans.

I don’t really have plans, so I guess that mediocre life is  here to stay.

Most of the time I don’t have these melancholic thoughts. I simpy enjoy life as is, but today is my birthday, so…

Happy birthday to me

So hot outside and in the job market

Summer in Tel Aviv has become harsher. More hot and more humid. I think that they reported it in the news. Well, now that the war is over, the heat can raise it’s head.

Instead of continuing my duties as a bum, I find myself running from between job interviews. I was expecting many interviews and a good job market, but this is really intense. As I previously wrote, only one HR company is taking care of me. I could have contacted 5 good companies such as this, but I found that one is enough. I’ve already been to 11 meetings in 9 different companies.

Running between job interviews can be very tiring. Especially when the air conditioner in my car gets tired at noon time, in the hottest hours. When I go out in the morning, I have to take an extra shirt or two, so I can change and show up properly to these interviews. It’s not that I have to be all dressed up for a programmer’s position. I come with sneakers, jeans and a t-shirt, like a normal Israeli programmer looks like. I just prefer that my appearance will not include sweat stains…

It’s also tiring to tell about myself over and over again. When they ask me to tell about myself, I just ask if to start from the end or from the beginning of my professional carreer, and then I just turn on the auto pilot. I started saying no to companies over the phone. I feel free to reject a company just by its name or geographical location. More than 30 minutes drive became a no-no.

This could be a bubble. I don’t know. The vast amount of jobs reminds me of the happy bubble days, but on the other hand, many companies do intense testing for every candidate. There are many jobs out there, but the road to signing a contract isn’t that short.

So where do things stand? Currently there are 3 companies that I’m enthusiastic about.

The first one took me through 2 sessions which included doing 2 tests and being interviewed by 4 people. And it isn’t over yet. They are sending me to some kind of personality tests in a special institute. It’s an 8 hour day that includes exams, a personal interview and a group session. I have never been asked to undergo such terrible exams. Many people consider these exams as torture. Well, there’s always a first time. Anyway, I liked the company, so I hope I’ll make it.

The second company called me for two sessions. One was a professional interview which I passed, and the second one was with a more senior manager. Everything seems good there. They were impressed from me, and I was impressed from them. The second meeting, which was today seemed like a perfect date. It was so positive. Except kissing at the end, it was really like a very successful date. I’m waiting for a third meeting with the big boss, and then for a job offer.

The affair with third company began just yesterday. I got there through a friend who told me lots of good stories about his workplace. He got me the interview (the only one not through the HR company). He convinced me that this is a good place to work at. The problem is, that the guy that interviewed me hardly asked me any questions and wasn’t certain if he had an opening in his team. Originally, he wan’t supposed to meet me, so he wasn’t prepared. He also jsut returned from reserve service in Lebanon, so he was somewhat confused. Since this process is only at the beginning, I guess I’ll have to sniff around in order to get an answer soon. I don’t want to hold up other places while waiting for an answer from this place. Tactics.

And other places? All the other places were ok, but not so great. Some want to call me up for another meeting and some didn’t answer yet. Rejection? Not yet, but today I had a really bad interview. I’m sure that this will result in my first rejection letter.

If my calculations are correct, and things will continue on the positive side, I’ll probably have to make a decision next week. I hate decisions !

Katrina and Kiryat Shmona

In the past few days, there is a lot of criticism in Israel regarding the war. Blames are put on the army, and on the political leaders. I read a lot of articles this weekend, and here is my personal summary. I collected the links in various places on the web after writing the post. My text is based on my opinions, influenced by various conversations and especially from reading many articles in Haaretz.

Some are speaking about the army’s surprise with Hezbollah’s anti-tank missiles. There were too many of these missiles, and they destroyed many tanks. They also hit many infantry soldiers that were in village houses.

Others are speaking about the reservists being untrained and under-equipped. Complaints about old equipment were joined with complaints about the lack of food and water.

Also the military tactics there were presented to the political leadership came under fire. Luckily for the chief of staff, Dan Halutz, his personal financial matters overshadowed his mistakes in running the war. I think that the stock selling story isn’t that bad. He didn’t use secret internal info, and didn’t do any wild speculant moves in the financial markets. The story overshadows his mistakes, and also those of the leadership.

The leadership of my country is now blamed for many things. They took a very hasty decision when starting the war. Such a serious decision should have been given more thought. Especially when the army wasn’t really ready for it.

They are also blamed for aiming at high goals and changing them frequently during the war. It began from changing the strategical situation in the ME and eliminating the threat of the rockets fired on Israel. It soon became obvious that these goals couldn’t be met.

I also think that they could have stopped it earlier, and I went to some protests, but its over now.

What bothers me most, is how the leadership took care of the civilians up north.

The devestating hurricane Katrina that hit New Orleans almost a year ago exposed America’s deepest problems. The people with means, got into their cars and took off. They had the money that drove them to safety. The others were left behind. The weather forecasts were quite accurate and were in the news for many days. The federal government did nothing. When the level of water became lower, it was unvealed that an investment of about $5m in the levee that defended the city could have prevented most the destruction.

Also here, in a much lower scale, the government neglected the residents of the north. Going to war was a decision made by the government. Some say there was no choice, but that’s not my point. My point is, that the government should have taken responsibility for those residents, after it went to war.

Didn’t they expect this rain of 4000 rockets, 1000 of them on Kiryat Shmona? Maybe not. But after the war began, the Katyusha rockets hit the north, and this was the time to act. The government watched how the people with means fled southbound to Tel Aviv, Jerusalem, Eilat and other safe places. The unhealthy and poor people were just left behind. Only near the end of the war, the government organized short term evacuations.

Another thing that the government avoided is to declare a legal state of war. Declaring the war as a war also in legal terms would have allowed a faster transfer of money to aid those in need.

Like in Katrina, the public is called to help the relief efforts. Volunteers replaced the government in some of it’s basic responsibilites. Many commercial companies did “hugging” campaigns to aid the residents of the north (and to gain good publicity). A known controversial billionaire, Arkadi Gaidamak, also helped in setting up a city of tents on the seashore of Nitzanim.

This is the most disappointing thing for me. The process where the government steps away from it’s responsibility towards the citizens is going on for many years. Well, the last elections, held only 5 months ago focused on social issues. The party that pushed these issues, and to my opinion set the agenda for all the other parties, is the Labor Party, which I vote for. Amir Peretz was elected to lead the party just last Novemeber after heading the national worker’s union for 10 years.

The same Amir Peretz is now minister of defense. He seemed mor like the minister of offense in the current war. I still try to understand the last 60 hour effort to reach the Litani river, after the ceasefire was already decided upon. I still don’t see what good has come out of it. 33 soldiers were killed, and the territory that was conquered in those 2 and half days was quickly evacuated afterwards.

Anyway, I was expecting him, as a very senior member of the government, to do more for the residents of the north. I didn’t expect him to neglect them to the good will of aid organizations, billionaires, and commercial companies.

Today, the government decided to create a special government cabinet led by PM Olmert. This cabinet’s mission is to reconstruct northern Israel after the war.

I hope that this will not stay only as an answer to the wide public criticism inflicted on the government. The elections didn’t bring a change in social policy. Maybe the war will become a turning point not only in ME strategy, but also in social policy in my country.

If not, the government should step down. Some people already call for the resignation of the government because of all the abovementioned failures and others. The sad thing is, that in the current political situation, I don’t see a better alternative.